The 12 Disciples

I've now had sex with 12 men. That's not a lot considering how many men my other gay friends have had sex with, but I still think it's a milestone worth celebrating -- then again maybe not celebrating, but more like writing about.

Here's a quick recap of the 12 men I've been with:

1. Rolly - My first everything. I really loved him, and I knew he loved me back just as much. The sex probably wasn't as good as I remember it being, but then again I was making love with him more than just having sex, and nothing beats that. You can read more about him in the posts below. I wrote a lot about our relationship.

2. Carlo - One hot motherfucker. He was in his 30s and was the daddy type, honestly not that great in bed, but I still had so much fun fucking around with him. He'd smoke and watch porn while I was blowing his huge (and I mean huge) cock, and he'd get pissed off if I slowed down even if I'd been sucking him for an hour and my jaw was getting tired. Whenever he was about to cum he'd put his legs around my back and grab my hair so I couldn't move as he cummed in my mouth, and even after cumming he'd keep me on his cock and I'd suck him until he'd cum again and again and again. I loved the fact that he was selfish and was obviously just using my body. He was so big I nearly always had difficulty getting him up my ass, and I think we only successfully managed it once. The epitome of the sex hungry older guy.

3. Ren - I thought he was a bit demented. All I remember was him telling me that he wanted to fuck me in a nasal insect-like voice. "I want to fack you... I want to fack you..." Yuck.

4. Jake - Another guy in his 30s, but not even 10% as hot as Carlo. Half-way through blowing him I decided he wasn't my type and stopped what I was doing. Sorry, I can't do this anymore I told him. Of course he was pissed, and so I agreed to just jack him off.

5. RJ - Disgusting. The worst-tasting cum ever. Vomit-inducing. See "Undressed" post for details.

6. Mark - Not my type, but a good fuckbuddy. Reliable, polite, and good to me. Twisted though. Can't remember what his real name was. Florian something.

7. Gio - My sexual soulmate. The best fuck I've ever had. God I miss his body. Pure ecstasy. What I wouldn't give for one more night...

8. JM - Asshole. I still see him at work sometimes. Definitely not all that.

9. Alex - Selfish like Carlo, just as big too, but not as hot. Acted like a sex toy -- inanimate and non-participate.

10. Gil - First became textmates in college, met him a few years later. Not worth the wait.

11. Vince - He has broken my heart more than anyone ever has. I loved him so much. Sex was never really important to Vince, and objectively speaking he was more big than good, but like with Rolly, I was making love with him more than just having sex, and that's probably one of the things I'll miss most.

12. Daniel - Horrible. Forgettable. Enough said.

So there. 12 down, several million left to go. Cheers.