Ugly-Beautiful

I met someone really really sweet last Friday. His name was Deejay. He messaged me on G4M, and asked if I was free to meet that night. I wasn't sure if he was my type based on the pic in his profile, but I thought what the hell might as well meet him anyway. And so I agreed to meet him later that evening in Guadalupe.

I think I need to back-track a bit and explain that I was feeling in a really good mood that day. I double-shifted the night before, so by Friday afternoon I was done with work for the week. I dunno if it was because of lack of sleep, but while walking on the street going to my house, I noticed the street was extra shiny. It was like little bits of glass were in the asphalt, and the effect was that with every step I took it was like I was walking on rainbows. It was very pretty, in an ugly-beautiful kinda way. It was a great start to the day.

When I got to Guadalupe, after my long nap, I waited for a while at Jollibee before Deejay arrived. While waiting, I saw Bon, the first guy I ever met through chat. He was a really nice guy, although I was pretty sure he wouldn't remember me, even though he worked at PeopleSupport for a bit. I didn't say hi, but all the same I took that as another positive sign.

So Deejay arrived after around an hour. He turned out to be cuter than his pic, which is rare. We had to take a jeep to his place, and he paid, which is also rare. We chatted for a bit, but were mostly quiet during the trip. He had his arm over one of my legs, and that felt nice.

When we got to his house, it turned out that his aunt had just arrived, so we couldn't go in just yet. We had to go sit somewhere for a while, and that's where we got to know each other a little bit. I have to admit, I don't normally like getting to know my hook-ups, cuz if I find out more about them I inevitably begin falling for them, and I didn't want to fall for anyone just yet. But all the same we talked.

Sob stories are my biggest turn on. Ever since Rolly took me to Manila Bay to tell me about his family and what he wanted to accomplish for them, I've fallen easily for men who've had to go through so much. Vince was an orphan with lots going against him. And this time, Deejay had his own drama as well.

Deejay was an orphan too. He was an illegitimate child, and didn't get to see his Dad that often because his Dad was with his first family. His Mom had died when he was 4 years old, and ever since he had lived with his Mom's family. For some reason though, while he was telling the story he didn't seem all that sad anymore, so I was safe. Sob story, yes; falling for the drama, no.

As far as relationships were concerned, he had also just broken up, and also around the same time that Vince and I broke up. His longest relationship was one that lasted 4 months, although it was really a 2-month relationship cuz for the last 2 months he barely saw the guy he was with at the time. That wasn't a good sign, but I didn't care. I wasn't looking for a relationship anyway.

After around half an hour, we went back to his place and his aunt was asleep. We went to the back of the house and I started to blow him. I know this is bad, but I have to say that he had the weirdest penis I had ever had sex with. It was thick, but even though it was hard it still looked flaccid. It wouldn't go up. It was permanently down, and it was bent. He was also the hairiest guy I've ever had sex with, and it was weird having to dig down beneath hair just to find his nipple.

Still, he seemed nice, so I thought whatever I'll just get this over with. And then he started stroking my cheeks while I was blowing him. While he was looking down at me, I swear he had a loving kind of look. I thought that it was sweet of him to do that, and the only other guy who's done that for me is Vince. The sweetest thing though was that after we were done having sex, we spent like half an hour just kissing and hugging. I missed being able to just cuddle. It was so sweet that I'm not kidding, I almost cried while we were making out.

So there. Even though he had a weird penis, I still thought that was the best sex I had in a long, long time. We're planning to see each other again sometime this week. I know it's not going to progress into a relationship, but for now it'll have to do. At least someone is making me happy again.