Devirginizing Blogspot

I am sad. Romi is not going to write in her blog anymore. I'm not sure why, and when I asked earlier today her why she didn't want to write in her blog anymore I didn't understand her answer. Something about her just feeling she shouldn't be writing anymore. That's like me feeling I shouldn't be gay anymore. It's just sad because although I don't get to read her blog that often, whenever I do get to read it I'm amazed at how great a writer she is. Her imagery, her play on words, her honesty, all of it is a reflection of how great a person she is. I suspect the reason she doesn't want to write in her blog anymore has something to do with Sherwin. Hay... Asshole. I'm happy that she's finally seriously considering leaving him permanently. I'm just sad though that she thinks she needs to move to Cebu in order for her to be able to do that. I will miss her, but if she feels it is for the best...

But more of that another time. Let's talk about me first. Haha. I'm starting this blog because I think it's about time I put my thoughts online again. I used to have another online journal, but I haven't managed to update that in a long time. I guess part of the reason why I haven't felt inspired to write there recently is because I can't figure out how to edit the html codes there, so it's a pretty boring journal -- no pictures, boring template, ugly fonts. This blogger thing, I think I can manage better. Plus at least I'm a lot better at managing my time now, so I should be able to write a lot more often than I have done in the past year.

The only thing I'm not sure about is whether or not I'm going to post absolutely everything in this blog, and by absolutely everything I mean all my, ahem, sexcapades and whatnot. Not that I have had that many sexcapades (haha!). In my previous journal I had the option to keep entries private, but I don't think you have the option to do that in this blog. Even if I do have the option, I kinda still want keep all the entries here public. Not that I aim to shock people or anything, but I just want to write what it is that I'm going through, what I'm thinking, and how I feel without having to worry that I'm exposing too much of myself. In any case I end up telling all of my friends what I do anyway. It's just that I wonder what will happen if one of my current or ex- trainees happens to chance upon my blog. Haha. How awkward. Balahura pala si Josie.